The Decision

There is no doubt that we have to make decisions in different aspects of life. And you will be amazed at how many decisions we all make in just an average day alone.

"Various online sources have estimated that a typical adult actually makes around 35,000 decisions in one day!"

This does not mean that all the decisions we make will affect our life drastically. In fact, most of the decisions we make daily are not even close to impact and change our life. And such are usually decisions like "What to eat", "What to wear", "Where to go", What to do", etc. They are not impactful on our life but they do, to a certain extent, affect our emotions and actions following the decision we make.

Nonetheless, there are some decisions to be made in our lives that are life-changers. There may be moments where you find that the ball is in your hands and it's your call. You have the choice. You decide where the ball will end up at. But sometimes, you just find yourself as a follower, having to move along with the ball in order not to be left behind. I guess in a way you can say that you do get a choice as a follower too? Since you get to choose if you want to follow along with it or to be left behind?

Regardless of the circumstances, it is always a tough process since there's of course the risks involved for every life-changing decision you decide to make. You will never know what the decision will bring, uncertain of whether it's the right or wrong decision made on your part. And not forgetting the uncertainty of having to step away/ out of your comfort zone. There's bound to be a lot of things going around inside your head - feelings of being worried, scared, anxious, and also feelings of anticipation.


But sometimes you just have to take the risk and venture out into the unknown to find out. Like someone said, we can't always stay put in our area of comfort. We need to step out into the unknown and make some changes and take risk. 

Hence, having said that, I have also made the decision after some consideration - the decision to step out of my comfort zone. Not that I had a lot of time to think through it as well since this whole thing just happen within such short notice, and sort of caught me offguard. Totally didn't expect this and also the timing of it coming along during this period as well. It is definitely quite a step to take with many uncertainties.

Since I have made up my mind, I got no turning back now. I can only look ahead and accept the change and overcome the challenges that comes along the way. Not sure how things will work out at this current juncture but I hope that everything will be fine.


Breathe in and breathe out~