I'm not sure if I am thinking too much? Things have not been going on smoothly recently. Or maybe that's what I thought? Or maybe my brain is not performing up to standards? :P I just don't know how to go about explaining. But I just feel the sian-ness slowly creeping up on me recently. Today is the worst I think... Let me see... I overslept this morning. My mum prepared breakfast for me so by right I don't have to buy breakfast this morning. I can only get tea and that's all. But I am not sure what was going on in my head. I went to buy bee hoon and only realized my mistake after paying for it! My brain really not processing well seriously -.- And also other stuff, but I am not going to elaborate all of them here of course. And also:
But nevertheless, not going to let all these get me down. I'm sure things will get better.
Like what others say, if things are not smooth at the moment, this is not the end. Better things will come and I am sure looking forward to the rainbow after the rain, even though it's only a tiny glimpse of it.
Recently have been watching a variety show, 非常完美 - a chinese dating show where they have 15 bachelors (fixed) and female guests who will be there either for a particular guy or to find her right one.
Personally, I liked this 非常完美 better than 非诚勿扰. The quality of the bachelors and female guests are rather acceptable I feel.
Through this show, I had watched many female guests being at the show for someone they liked - either they met before previously or through watching of this show. You can see how these female guests had make preparations to confess to the guy, all the sweet and touching stuff they did. They are really very brave to be standing on the stage in front of everyone (live and tv) confessing to the guy without any knowing of what the outcome would be. The things they did and all, just shows one thing: 为你所喜欢的人付出是一件非常幸福的事情 :)
There are also cases whereby the guy had rejected the girl previously. Yet, the girl had not given up and still come for the show again for him - Touching and brave! Also cases whereby the guy had turned for the girl and confessed to the girl and yet the girl had rejected, but subsequently regretted and came back to the show for the guy.
All sorts of scenarios if you asked me. Life's unpredictable. If it's really what you want, hold on to it, things might turn out for the best? But at the same time, do not shut out the other opportunities which you might encounter. It might also be for the best. Whatever is your decision, as long as you are happy, you do not have to answer to anyone and do not really mind what others think. A friend had told me before that he don't care what others think because people who know him will know that he is not the way others think he is. Rather true isn't it? :)
