End of 2015

With 2015 coming to an end, shall take the time to reflect and think back on the things that had happened. It seems like 2015 have been rather happening for me that it's like taking a roller coaster ride - up and down, over and under, and even caught me off-guard.

It's been a year with many different changes and there had been times when I just feel like giving up. But then I had managed to persevere through in the end with the support of friends and family. I am glad for them being there for me despite all the odds. Now looking at how far things have come by, I am glad that I had not given up halfway:) But of course there will always be exceptions to things. Some things, no matter how hard you tried to salvage, it just won't work out the way you want it to be. And I am regret to say that I have to put it down. It was really a pity and rather sad, given it was what I had cherished and all. And despite of the dark sides, I did not leave things as such because of that. Instead, I did tried my very best not just once, but actually a few times despite the negativity affecting me. It was after many tries that finally the truth dawned on me that I have to let it go. Sometimes letting things go can also be for the good. It's not necessarily a bad thing. 

And sometimes, you do get the feeling like everything is just going against you when things just happened one after another. And you are filled with the fear and uncertainty if things are going to be okay or will it escalate for the worst. However, I am glad that at least at this current juncture, things seems to be alright but shall continue to monitor. Hope it continues to stay this way. 

But even though many things have happened, there's always some things to be happy about such as companionship of my friends and family! :) I hope that they will all stay happy and healthy. 

And not forgetting my first trip ever to Taiwan - definitely will want to go there again in the cold weather period 😉 Missing the popiah ice cream and Taiwan sausages and the nice scenery. It was a real nice experience there. 

2015 have also been filled with many volunteering opportunities for me! The year with the most volunteering events to date! Such as SEA Games where I met many new people. And from there, we went on to volunteer for other running events and also for Para Games! Though it was rather tiring especially for the running events since we need to be there overnight, we still had fun and lots of laughter. Lots of epic moments we shared together:)

And I am glad for those:) And of course there's also little minor things that happened that brings a smile in our lives. Those are important too since small things do add up to a lot! 

With that, I hope that 2016 will be a better year filled with many many manh happiness, joy, and positivity! :) 

A song to listen to - 现在你是怎样的人.



你有没有想过　成为怎样的人
从前要的生活　是不是已完成

几道伤痕　几次的纠纷　书写青春
你记得吗　当时是怎样的
培养几个　昂贵的消遣　岁月静好
懒得竞争　随便你说什么

只想做个简单的人　却变成了复杂的人
也想做个无求的人　却祈祷着生命丰盛
只想做个宽容的人　却美化了我的伤痕
也想做个坚强的人　眼泪却是我的本能

剩下一点天真　留给爱我的人
眼角多了细纹　我还是我自己

多少苦闷　多少的快乐　都过去了
有些牺牲　到底值不值得
到了今天　我对于梦想　依然虔诚
就算这样　也不代表什么

只想做个自由的人　自由原来稀有的很
也想做个快乐的人　生活总是让人苦闷
只想做个温柔的人　然而世界如此残忍
也想做个低调的人　却又贪图你的掌声

你想成为怎样的人　现在你是怎样的人
曾经你是怎样的人　现在你是怎样的人
你想成为怎样的人　现在你是怎样的人
曾经你是怎样的人　现在你是怎样的人