I still remember in April the feeling I had when I knew the amount of things that I am going to be taking over - my appointment calendar was mostly taken up for the first few weeks - and it's only for one of the processes. There's still two more! The thoughts of how I am going to manage haunts me. The frightening feeling of uncertainty and all. Can't really put to words how I am feeling during that time. Not only me who is feeling this way. I also knew of some other colleagues who had the same encounter as me. I think this might be what they are feeling as well :X
However, at this juncture, I am glad that I managed to survive through the tough period since April though I am still surviving through. But it's much better now as compared to the start of the change since now I already got the hang of how things should be done - learning through the hard way... This reminds me of the song lyrics: "What doesn't kills you makes you stronger"! True much?
But even so, I feel that the change is more of for the best rather for the worst. Maybe on the management level, it is still too early to say. But I feel that in terms of working relationships with colleagues, it's for the better. We are all learning together - some process is our expertise while some is others' expertise. But regardless of how busy we already are, we still spare some time to help others with the areas we expertise in, and vice versa. The unselfish way of helping others makes me see another side of everyone:)
Shall end off this post with the song - Stronger (What Doesn't Kill You Makes You Stronger~!